Dearest Yahoo Answerers,
Things are getting pretty bad these days and I’m considering ending it all.
I’m just lost my job 2 weeks ago and I’m about to lose my apartment.
I’ll probably have to start living out of my car, and I drive a Chevy Tracker.
My cable was just shut off recently so I am posting from the computer at the library.
I don’t really have any friends and I haven’t gotten laid in 8 and a half years.
My pet squirrel, Numbnuts, recently died choking on a walnut I fed him.
He was like my brother, my best friend, my only companion really.
The police yelled at me when I tried to cremate him in the parking lot.
I’ve tried so hard to be successful in life but time and time again I’ve wound up being fired from jobs, ostracized from my peers and colleagues.
To make things worse, in less than a month my health insurance is running out, which brings me to my question:
If I try to kill myself, and I fail, do you know if my insurance will pick up the costs?
I have Blue Cross / Blue Shield (PPO) from my previous job with the state government.
I’m going to try my hardest to kill myself but I’ve failed at so many things in the past I can’t help but think I might get this wrong on my first attempt too.
I tried calling Blue Cross to ask them about this policy but they keep transferring me to some 24 hour counseling line.
I don’t need counseling, I just need the information on my policy and can’t find this information on their very confusing website.
The only thing worse than my current situation would be waking up in the hospital with a ,000 bill and knowing I have failed at something else.
By the way, what do you guys think is the most fool-proof method of suicide?
I really, really don’t want to screw this up the way I’ve wrecked the rest of my life.
Thanks and looking forward to your replies,
McPuffer80
DO NOT commit suicide. Things will begin to become very good for you, If u don’t commit suicide. If you do however, all that will happen is you’ll go to hell.
I’m no expert, but as a compassionate person reading these boards, I think you have gotten so mired down in the bad circumstances of your recent life that your thinking has become weird.
Please — find a life life! Look in your Yellow Pages for a suicide prevention hot line number, or get in touch with a minister (they usually know a lot about community resources). You are in crisis, and deserve help right now! After you get set up with a job, no matter how humble, your feet will be back on the path of independent living.
I’m sure other people on the board will have some constructive ideas for you as well. Your life is too valuable to throw away. I’m hoping that in future years you’ll see this as the big turning point that made “down” become “up” for you.